Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in Johnny Whitworth's LiveJournal:

Sunday, September 15th, 2002
8:22 pm	Hey there I know I haven't been around. I'm here now though. I've been spending some time with Gina and I realize now that I love her. I'm excited about this baby. It's amazing to think that she's carrying life inside her baby. And it's half her and half me. Speaking of Gina.. where is she? ::laughs:: Current Mood: aggravated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 8th, 2002
3:28 pm	I've been acting like a real jerk. It doesnt matter if I wanted children or not, Gina is pregnant and I love her and I will do everything I can to make sure she is happy and this child gets what it needs. I need to take some responsibility for my own actions. Plus I've heard that once I see it I will fall in love with it, so I hope thats right. Anyway, I'm sorry. Gina, I love you. Forgive me. Current Mood: content Current Music: Soundgarden (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 5th, 2002
11:30 pm	::sighs:: i've been thinking about this all day. Ginas pregnant. I exploded at her. I'm so fucking pissed about this but yeah I shouldnt have blamed her. Its not her fault this happened. I'm sorry for that Gina. HOWEVER, I dont want this baby. at all. I dont want it. I am no good with children, I never planned on being a father, and I wont be a part of it. Amy told me that sometimes its not always 100% accurate, the pregnancy test at this early in the pregnancy. I only hope that she is right. Amy was there for me tonight and talked to me and actually calmed me down a little. Shes a good friend. Current Mood: aggravated (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 2nd, 2002
12:15 pm	[Okay yes, I'm horrible but Johnny is up for adoption. I didnt intend on giving him up when I started but now there is a conflict of interests and I am. He is AJ from Empire Records among other roles. I will give you his AIM name, yahoo email address if you want it, and he comes with a paid account. The only storyline going on is that Johnny is back together with his girlfriend Gina (gina_philips) who he dated from 1996-1999. They once again live together in Ginas place in LA. Please please please dont take him and update twice and quit. That would be a shame. But reply here if you want him or email me at worthyjohnny@yahoo.com. If you want him, he's yours. SOMEBODY PLEASE TAKE HIM!] (Comment on this)
Friday, July 26th, 2002
7:31 am	I took a flight in the early hours of the morning to Colorado to be with Gina at Joy and Noah's wedding. Congratulations on your wedding you two. So that is going on today and I think Gina and I fly home tomorrow, but I'm not sure. As soon as we get here all of my stuff from my apartment is being moved into Gina's house. If you are thinking that this is a little soon, remember that Gina and I dated for three years before we broke up and we were living together then. This is just like a continuation of that. uh, yah. I've had a few people ask me about that so there it is. Alright I think I should take a nap now before it is time to get showered and ready because I don't want to fall asleep at the ceremony. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Sweet Child of Mine (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 23rd, 2002
9:26 am	Im updating more because that is what my baby wants. Even if they are just little one liners. Gina and I have decided we are moving back in together. Okay well Im moving back in to her place because my apartment is small and crappy. Im happy, back with the girl I love, back in the house I love. Current Mood: loved Current Music: saves the day - shoulder to the wheel (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 22nd, 2002
6:24 pm	This will jump around, there are just thoughts in my head that I have to put down in some way. Life is funny. When you are young you can't wait to be older and when you become old you long to be younger. All of those years in between are usually spent in a way you never planned on spending them. How many people are doing now what they wanted to do as a child? How many people give up their dreams? I know I have. I love what I do but I never wanted to do this when I was little. But life isnt that way, it always throws us curveballs in our dreams for our careers. It also does this with relationships. When Gina broke up with me back in 99 it was a major curveball in my life. I had never felt such a deep pain and I thought I would never love again. But I didnt give up. Im glad I didnt. I was wrong, I did love again, it is just the same girl as before. Life's curveball has been fixed and the girl of my dreams is once again in love with me and she is the only one out there for me. I know that. Don't give up on your dreams, dont give up on what you want. When life throws a curveball go ahead and try it out and if you know its not right for you then its okay to fight it and fix it. I see to many people giving up and not fighting for what they want anymore. Don't ever give up the fight, because the things worth fighting for deserve your honest attempt. No matter what others say 'Let it go man she'll never go for you' don't believe it. If that one girl is the one you want and you know is the one for you, go for her. Don't hold anything back. Gina baby, I love you more than life itself and it means the world to me that you are back in my arms and I get to hold you at night. and I can brag to my friends that I have the most beautiful girlfriend in the world. I love you, forever. Current Mood: rejuvenated Current Music: verve - bittersweet symphony (19 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 20th, 2002
10:14 pm	Lila - I am beyond tired of hearing you talk about Evan and how great he is. The truth, hes not great, hes a fucking creep. You don't know anything about this guy. I've been talking in chat tonight and some things came up that you really need to hear about before you do anything. You have a lot of friends who are all watching out for you, but you're walking right into a trap with this. Hes going to hurt you, I know he is. Please, stay away from him. Stop it before it starts. We care about you Lila and dont want to see you hurt. And there are a lot of people in line here to kick his ass if anything happens. But come on, did you ever think of the fact he is ten years older than you are? He is only looking for one thing from you. There are some stories you should here, trust me. Hes no good. Gina, baby, I love you. I'm sorry you had to be around tonight to hear everything and that it started to make you feel sick. I just fucking hate that guy so much and I'm worried for Lila, and I know you are too. I'm coming to bed in a few minutes and we can cuddle all night and hopefully I can make you feel better. I love you so much baby, more than life itself. Current Mood: angry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 15th, 2002
4:54 pm	I think I have writers block when it comes time to updating my journal. Yesterday my mom came out to visit me in LA because I haven't seen her for awhile but she was so excited when I told her that Gina and I are back together she flew out to see us. So we decided to play tourist and went to Universal Studios. I haven't been there since vacation with my dad back when I was about 12. We walked through the mummy haunted house thing and one of the guys jumped out and grabbed Gina and she screamed so loud. Being the great boyfriend that I am, I laughed at her ::chuckles:: and then wrapped my arm around her and walked through together, protecting her. ::grins:: We also went on the jurrassic park ride and sat in the front row, me between Gina and Mom. We all got so soaked, i'm telling you it was great. And Gina was just wearing this little white tank top and you could see everything ::grins::. I enjoyed it anyway. Very sexy. So then I dragged the girls to see the waterworld live action show and it was amazing. Even after being an actor for about 8 years, the tricks of Hollywood still amaze me. We went to the Spiderman MUSICAL ugg. How do you make a musical out of Spiderman? It was lame. We went to the Terminator 3D show and that was cool but at the end they drop your seats and it scared the shit out of me and I screamed like a bitch and grabbed on to Gina and she just kept laughing at me. My mom just kept looking at us with this little smile that only moms can do. You know what I'm talking about. It was a great day and I got to spend it with my two favorite girls in the world. ::grins:: How lucky could a guy get Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 10th, 2002
11:50 pm	The most amazing thing happened to me. She said it back. I can't believe this all just happened. I'm going home, back to LA. I have to be with her. I am talking about the beautifulgina_philips. We dated from 1996-1999 and then she broke my heart. She broke things off with me and left me with no explanation. Since then, I've never stopped loving her. No matter what else I have done, I've never stopped. We still talked a little, gained back some of our friendship. Then one day she calls me up and tells me about this livejournal thing and suggest, ha okay begs, I get one. So then I start thinking and hoping that just possibly she still has feelings for me. So I agree and get the journal. We have been talking and flirting since I got here but I never imagined it could be true. I figured I had imagined it all, or that she was just using me to get back at some guy or prove a point. Hey, I'm not proud of that but she broke my heart and it looked like my dream was coming true, so I naturally was skeptical. So today I see that she made a shout out to me on her journal, and I responded to it, just joking around about one of my icons. And then she replied with just one of the most beautiful pictures of her I have ever seen, so I told her it was sexy and she replied with another pic, just showing off her incredible body and well we just kept talking and I was serious but I thought she was just messing with me. But then I finally decided just to go for it and told her I am still in love with her. Much to my surprise she responded back with the most beautiful words ever "I still love you too". ::grins:: So we talked and we're getting back together, so I have to leave Ireland and run back so I can hold her in my arms again. Sorry to run away from you so quickly, Anna doll, but I have to get home to my Gina. Gina, I love you. And I can't wait until I see you and get to hold you, and you have made me the happiest man alive tonight. Current Mood: ecstatic (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 9th, 2002
8:46 pm	jennifer_love bought me a paid account. She is wonderful, and sexy, and sweet, and NOT dumb. So thank you Love. ::hugs:: I'm using this icon for YOU doll. because you want me. ::winks:: lila_mccann thank you for your help with my icons. Yes, I have 7 new icons, heh. Sorry you all have to suffer through them and look at more of me, ha. gina_philips thanks for making me get started on this journal. Happy Gina day! I am in Ireland now, hung out with anna_paquin all night last night. Its hard to believe I just met her, she is such a good person I feel like we have been friends for years. Ireland is fucking amazing. It is beautiful here and everything just seems fresh, untainted you know. Dublin is huge and like any other big city I guess, but the countryside...is amazing. I've been talking to a lot of people here but the only ones I have really talked to a lot are girls, why is that? Current Mood: bored Current Music: Guns n Roses - knockin on heavens door (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 7th, 2002
11:54 am	Thank you for the welcome everyone. I never knew so many celebrities knew who I was. So yesterday I was in a chat and three people im'ed me from that chat and told me I was hot and asked if I was single. ::smiles:: Yes I am single, but not looking for a girlfriend right now. Glad to get that out of the way. Now leave me alone ladies. ::laughs:: However if I was looking for a girlfriend she would have to be beautiful, intelligent, talented, and I like girls with long straight hair, preferably dark. You know girls like Liv and Gina, heh. Today I am just watching the movie "Heathers" and packing to go to Ireland. Yes, I am going to visit my new friend Anna Paquin and the lovely Liv Tyler. I'm still not sure why they are there but I figure I'm not doing anything else so why not. Alright I guess I'm not gonna try and update every day seeing as how there really isn't too much to say. See you tomorrow Anna. Current Mood: mellow Current Music: Christian Slater on Heathers (22 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 6th, 2002
5:27 pm	So yeah, I guess I'm here now. uh, its Johnny (Whitworth). You probably know me as AJ from Empire Records. Or know that I was dating Liv Tyler for a year and Gina Philips for three. But I hope you know me because of my acting skills and not my girlfriends. I generally try to stay away from the typical Hollywood "scene" so don't be surprised if you see me unshaven in a leather jacket most of the time. I'm not your "All-American-just-stepped-out-of-the-GAP" kind of guy. Not there is anything wrong with that but remember my movies are me acting, not the real me. But yeah, I'm here. Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: The Doors - Riders on the Storm (18 Comments |Comment on this)